Friday, 29 June 2012

A Cistercian Chronicle.



On 19 June 2012 00:55, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

>With the sun going down over the south-western tip of Eire(don't forget to pronounce the "e"), though that's not strictly accurate.  Rather, that we, the Earth herself is rolling over on her side, all of herself at once.  Though i admit, that doesn't sound quite so romantic.
Just to mention again, that word:  "Treibh", Gaelic for tribe, spoken to you by an opalescent humanoid who came out from under the trees the other night, almost coincidental with a lunar surge, seems something John Lash might regard as a "Terma", or spiritual treasure.  That the phantom figure said something to the effect that, "I will go and get the treibh", if my pronunciation is anywhere near the mark, seems significant in the context of a 'De Danaan' quest in the company of the host of nocturnal breathing trees.  That being said, all the more so the experience itself.
So what's 'a cistercian chronicle' got to do with it?
Merely, this being a random chronicle of my visit to the doctor with a long term cyst which, common as they are, and after twelve years, suddenly decided to go chronic.  Or at least inflamed. Having the effect of my back suddenly feeling as if i'd fallen asleep on the Costa Del Sol, lost in a good book.
I sat in a waiting room for half an hour, being the first to arrive, even before the doctor. Waiting rooms! The walls always covered with advertisements for cancer and what you must do to not have to think about it. Along with the equally typical framed print of an oil painting of a boat at sea being ravaged by a storm. Waiting rooms are designed to put people at ease of course.
But for anybody who easily gets sea sick, you should take a wee drop of rescue remedy to see you through the surgery and what e'er maybe tide.  
The female doctor was quite pleasant, my usual doctor being away till next friday. Hope he's well. The last time i saw a doctor was twelve years ago, for the same thing. I rarely ever see a doctor anyway. I just assumed they've mastered the art of invisibility.
All pleasant and relaxed, we talked freely with no hierarchy.  I always expect unconsciously, to be reprimanded for being a renegade and prescribed a bottle of arsenic. She had a look at my back and said "it's red". I wasn't sure what colour it was as i had some difficulty looking, even with a mirror, without dislocating my neck to top it off.
I was frank (not what my friends call me) saying, quite casually that i had no intention of ingesting anything pharmaceutical as i never get sick anyway.
I did mention 'black salve', which had been suggested, which she hadn't heard of , so promptly Googled it. "How would you spell 'salve'?" She asked. So i spelled it.  Like 'god save the queen with an 'L'.
"Oh", she said, and we agreed, not to go there. "Burns away the tissue leaving a black hole as a scar".  Haha no, worse than a holiday in Calcutta, i mused.  We talked quite freely about homeopathy with no raised or lowered eyebrows, as i have a friend who is also a friend of hers, who recommended  her to me, who is a certified escaped homeopath. I did point out that 'silica' is good and had worked miraculously for me on occasion.
Also mentioned how i'd totally healed another cyst , also twelve years ago by putting one of those ' foot patches' with herbs and minerals in it, the names of which escape me.  But they effectively draw out toxins from the whole body , or according to which area of the sole you put it on. Did that for a week and it never since came back.
I enquired about the wisdom or efficacy of having it drained. A minor operation she said. But no guarantee it wouldn't return.
So, me, not being a pharma's boy at heart, and not wishing to drink anything, she prescribed me some anti- inflamatory ointment.
I thanked her for the nice talk, said something funny about the weather and went and got the prescription filled and bought some silica tissue salts.
I haven't used the ointment yet, but i'd say my excellent immune system will know how to process it. I took a magnifying glass to the ingredients noting the familiar poetic use of similar sounding mysterious words.
I won't say you couldn't make it up.  You can. Sounds, like, for example:
' Dodecohedroessoconocol' , or, 'Propellocarbonettaccellerate,'
'Hioctoisomorphil', 'BP-sodium-oil of orleanicorexitdesecrate'. To rename a few.  It's like, when the Earth (herself) is inflamed, throw on some paraffinol, or anything 'propyl' is appropriate to properly propel the profligate parasite into perpetual proliferation.  There should be a treaty about that.
Maybe i should have asked the pharmacy for some corefixit.
Apparently, Kevin Costner, as himself and not John Dunbar, in his entrepreneural business capacity donated thousands of dollars worth (i forget how many) of revolutionary equipment which would have cleaned up the gulf 'spill' and they, that is 'they', neglected to use it!  Talk about Dances with Wolves' !

Before i further digress and start reading ingredients in reverse trying to crack the encrypted code, (nearly did.)  Needless to say, my most recent experiments with a cheapo camera, photographing my rambling roses with a flash of inspiration in the wild, wet, and windy night, was a great idea. The vivid visualization of the outcome may well have been better spent in sketching and extrapolating imaginatively.  Often the case.  Besides, they printed all of them backwards.  One particular shot of staked roses, bears no colour reference to reality.  In that it consists solely of graded shades of red, yellow, and light lilac.  None of which exist in the subject photographed.
Strangely, it has potential as a painting, were i to be motivated sufficiently to  enact the disciplines involved in manifesting the rarely seen but imaginatively conceived.  But i never know what i might do.  It's like a kaleidoscope.  Changing daily.
However, i'm laid back about it.  Either with a cushion,  or horizontal, on my left side for the time being. Oh, must take some more silica...
Could conceivably be, in this current phase of Gaia-Sophia's halfway point of 'correction', we are imaginatively challenged to find effective ways to purge.  As the macro, so the micro, which are not two.  Obviously.
Or maybe it's the lunar surge.  As well as the scorpio/pluto connection.
And so this ramble disperses like a fractal needing no actual ending.
Being anything but a Cistercian i go attend to more mundane anomalies, and better watch my back.>>>>>>>>+<<<<<<<<  Rainbowmaker~



artwork : Rainbow Bridge, martin law, 2002
              Indian Sunrise, martin law, August 2003


Thuh patr ov sudn raen


On 21 June 2012 19:21, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

Now y kan riturn too funetix (thats uh gud wurd). Y wunduh, doo yoo fynd this eeziuh t reed?  Funetik kunsistunsi being thuh kee.
Y wz in toun urliyuh, enkwyring ubout thoes futpachiz y menshund. Pleezd t fynd that organiko haz them and bawt uh pakit for 25 yuroes, it beeing thee
uproepriut sulewshun ulong with thuh silika, boeth ov wich draw out or xpel.
Yew kan awlso put them on spusifik aireuz ov thuh soel rilaeting too wichevuh orgun yew wish t targit.
Awlso, hapi t sae, unuthuh 'mimplishd kushun'. Y pakijd and poestid thuh pres rileesiz, impekubli foloeing yor presys instrukshunz. Kleerd my taebul soe y kud spred them out and atend too eech won methodikli.  Playsing eech with its uproepriut nubuh ov SEEDEEZ enfoldid intoo its reluvunt
ukumpuneeing paej.  Y eevun bumpt intoo Jaemz ugen, hee wuz inturestid too heer hou y wuz disyding t deel with thuh sist.
Oe yes, by thuh wae, that infoe y sent rigarding free dounloeding on too yor cumpewtuh ov wotevuh vyb yoo wish it too raydeeaet iz veri inturesting, and y akchewali did soe agen for uh sekund tym.
Too fynd out mor about it ,az wel az lisun too un intuvew with its urijinaetuh,
just typ in ,y think its 'Ron Hall', heez on thuh, ..wotsit,... izit, 'Thuh heeling hevun and urth shoe'. If its wot it sez it iz, its priti revulewshunri. Cunverts yor cumpewtuh raediuns intoo wotevuh vyb yoo wish it too raediaet.
Awlsoe kuvuz uh larj raedius, and thay hav just rileest uh new won too bring pees and trankwiliti too yor houshold animulz. Hav uh lisun too thuh gy.
Hoeping yor enjoying this funetik xpeeriuns.  Haz uh lotuv posibilitiz.
Am veri inturestid in inventing new langwijiz and waes ov kumewnikaeshun.
Wen y wz in korisponduns with 'Mary Rodwell' in Ostraeliuh, and hoo iz inklewding my hyruglifix in thuh reeprint ov her buk, '......
Oe!  Just got yor popup. Soe wil send this nou...... Pronto
Luv~~~ Raenbomaekuh.



artwork : Avenue of Light, martin law, September 2005

Goddesh !!


On 22 June 2012 00:06, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:




Meanwhile, try this for a ramble outside the box.  Sparked by earlier alchemical linguistics, FUNetix.
Okay............ 'FUNetix'.   (On summer solstice 2012 martin law wrote:)
Deknet isar,
shalaheh aso dni takwamo wijeh.  Nasparda gahin, sesaba uituk, eosa
naneej, oc ien telgapa zo kwaheejen.  Valgat navorn sepatu iyeh saktor, shaneesa, niem oshava enso malee dar eemah eskuevadok.


(There, i spelled everything wrong apparently.)

Or this.  Closer to home:        >>>>+<<<<Ashada Taheejin,
gahnaheeka wo'oh nisha owakapeeteh.  Olehsee, cha eewapteeka,
naskahgah cha' Jacheeweh.  Wah'chpee, chee asagagha, nee enlocheepeh, cheecheetah.
Goh'ktaw.  Kohkopiteh sha neechah.  Au, mo gohin, cheechteh wah
gaheekah.  Chipteh sha, ga nah wahpeeteh.
Ochipeh!  Ochipeh na ganaweewin!  Nee lo askipoo shanashah ga
weecheepeh.  Shash'da anootka.
Zah!  jeechkah daboh.  Wahkeepeeleh.  Noh hee'kchah. G'dosh. Chee en lo jicahlah, sessakweh mo veejah.
Nashchee chakawashee.  Nah gweehah sha go en lo.~~~~
Weeh'mukeh Wakhaghee*
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Ah sure, that'll do for now.  Have fun reading aloud.
Might be good for the dizzies.
Thanks for pix*
PAX.
M.

artwork : Flowers Within, martin law, October 2005

Ad Liberandom

On 23 June 2012 02:13, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

>Ad liberandom,
which i take by verbal structure to imply something like verbal improvisation.  Though i never studied a word of Latin, or Greek for that matter.  Failed to get into Grammar school, which was probably a good thing.  But i can sense the word derivations into English.
This, simply a one way hello (tho i can't imagine where that word derives from.)  Probably the 'hallow'. 'be thou hallowed' family.
I'm 'just after' listening to an hour and a half of Drake update: On blogtalk radio. 'Drake's midweek update.  June 21',  Accessed via (latin again), American National Militia.com.
(And if that changes colour in a moment it don't mean they're onto me
cos even my own web address does that sometimes.)
Impulse for ad liberanding is the import i discern from my listen. Feeling to share simply as it serves as a pretty good anti-paranoia remedy, transforming into metanoia, (Greek)
Kinda figures (american), since Jupiter moved from Taurus into Gemini, that it's now that my Jupiter in Gemini, natally ,(on my mid -heaven), will be amplifying Gemini things like language.  And Jupiter is a BIG amplifier.
So, 'sortive', sort of, to save you switching modes from continuity in Gaian eso/eco-organics, to sociopolitical legalese, (wonder what my male version of a Pentelope persona would be called), (?), the messenger of good news dept. Mogn?  Selfless benevolent communication: SBCradio. Peace Smoke Signals: PSS.

After all the wondering, is the B. Fulford scenario...what's the word...
'Veracious' (not voracious), veracity, veritas, verytandum...
'Erare humanum est, perseverare diabolicum'. Shoot! I remembered that from a movie as a child!
'Basically'.  I believe we have grounds for comfortable transition to metanoia.  So i share that with us.
I can say so online because 'it's in the public domain, BIG time. (Which i gather is an 'indian' expression, like 'party', pow-wow. A big time.
With your grasp of legalese i would expect you would discern in 'Drake's' delivery a self evident thorough legalistic credibility and integrity.  Ha!  And what an accent!  Virginia, or Kentucky, such colloquialisms.  "This affects everybody and your mother in law",
"N'anybody  got the notion of it's ok fr'liddle bidda hanky panky bedda watch their back cos thadaint no way ta be grateful frawl them apple pies yr mother made yew". Sortive.  But that's how they talk.
Apparently there are likely to be mass arrests starting in the next two days, and no later than two weeks.  Of the criminal politico-corporate world ,that is. They've already apprehended Eric Holder. And there's a long global list.
I used to be totally politically how do you spell it naive (no wiggly line?)  Which is why we can dispense with ALL that we've been told we are because we somehow become what we weren't. Or were but didn't know it yet.  How's that.
So that's enough of that.  Necessitas non laborum liber ad infinitum.
And the back is still inflamed and contained and tender.  Just going to keep replacing detox pads on it till something changes.  Only used the cream twice. Don't think it does anything. Inflamation is essential part of expulsion process. And taking the silica. Being a long embedded thing there's no outlet point so feels like it wants to split.
Sore enough.
Have hardly ever been ill but for the odd fever. Got over yellow jaundice or hepatitis once. Walked about ten miles in the snow( that might be an exaggeration) yellow head to foot to a damp refuge in a mountain cottage. Didn't see a doc or take anything , or eat for a week. (It was xmas). Was fit and chopping logs within a week.
And the word is out that humans from other planets are among us and helping with this liberation. I know that sounds a bit ****** but it's not just coming from that new-agey perspective. You'd have to hear the nuance to know what i'm not expressing adequately. (Oh shit. These backtrack delete/replace digital glitches!!)
Dan did the most amazing job on the blog. We had an ongoing simultaneous rap going in the little box.
Had a good talk with Kate today. A good talk with Peter who sells
/imports Indian goods. Travelled widely in wild places and cultures. I bought a nice pure silk headscarf. There was a huge chemtrail.  I listened to Lash's own take on it.  All the potted plants are happy.
Hope you found my indian language , (what?) , of curious interest. I can modulate it according to focus.  I was about to say, when you popped in, Mary Rodwell collects such things in her research. She's incorporating my hieroglyphics in her reprint of her book 'Awakening'.
(That's where i'd got to in previous email.)
But i originally only meant to say.  Fear not. Be totally optimistic.
You're already mystic, so just be an opti mum, and opti dad.
If there's a maximum there must be a maxidad.  Or just be outrageously optimystic wildmaxianimals.
Erare humanum est. Semper PAX terra planetarium.~
Aqua- circum-laborum* 




artwork : Infinity's Rose, martin law, December 2005

Friday, 22 June 2012

TAO/ZEN

On 13 June 2012 02:46, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

Zen (tho who am i to...) is something like that. Tho saying so it's not.
Like the novice walking with the Head Monk (Sensei/ Roshi) in the woods, said "isn't it such a pleasant evening". Roshi-  "Yes but it's a pity to have to say so".
We're so verby in the west. What they called "like putting legs on a snake", i.e. superfluous.  When we know, so much goes on is body language tele-pathy (distant empathy) intuition.
Zen was, or is, originally, in contradistinction to official doctrine: "A direct transmission outside the scriptures not depending on words and letters."  memory unquote. More like renegade trickster get the job done and no bullshit. Tradition is full of eccentic artist monks living alone in mountain huts getting together for painting parties and wine wowing the full moon and sparring like hilarious children over  hair splitting nuances of insight in wild ping-pong flashes knocking the other off his perch or stance to 'come off it' and have a good belly laugh and "have a cup of tea" classic blend, no discursive logic allowed. Thats in Kerouacan beat language.
Then there were the two legendary mad zen monks Shitoku and Jitoku' depicted in numerous scrolls with accompanying haiku poem,
typically laughing like joyful children and tossing the autumn maple leaves into the air enjoying them as they sail and flutter down like snow each one just so in their perfect place. Kinda serious fun huh?
Till the japanese, you know how they formalize and regiment, there's even a book of perect answers to koan questions. Which is a cosmic joke cos it's all about being spontaneous, authentic, original, innovative and no logic but profound intuitive knowing of one's  true empty nature at all times there are no 'all times' , just this, and when you say that, it's instantly not so. So it's all about real 'nots' cos what it is, is never the word.
Oh shit i've done it again.Written a thing.
Might be of use? According to Hui-Neng (?) higher zen is about use.
No point being uselessly wise if it's not applicable.
Memory quote: "When the right wo(man) uses the wrong means, the wrong means work in the right way."
Wisdom is just common sense. It's just not very common.
i said that. (which is precisely THE delusion.)








Miss Elaine Eous.
On 11 June 2012 23:15, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:
>Re sponding,
(word, "ephemerality" in my previous message not the exact word. But the "ph" was right so i planted it. Was thinking of epiphany, with an "ality" on it.)
So. Oranges. Yes, have eaten whole orange, peelpithanall. Only thing is if they're sprayed.
As you went to the van i did notice the Countesthorpe Herald text. Assumed it was perhaps a duplicate. But will post to them, maybe tomorrow.Presume
simply address and post?
Methodical itemizing... I do have a right-hand inverted comma ( ' ). Had assumed i was missing a left one, but now i see it is not curved like a comma, so is both a left and a right. That's quite funny... Hangover from handwriting.
Reason a friend asked me to call round was to get my take on second occurrence of waking from a dream, to a " presence" and play of coloured lights outside on bedroom curtain.  She, thinking now it's angelic rather than ET.  Said she thought of opening curtains to see but was too scared.
Ha !  Seems obvious thing to do, look out the window. Maybe they wanted to ask where i lived. So i with-held (funny word) what i'd meant to say, as it
was past it's sell-by date, not of the moment.
Don't recall the JLL with the "Chan" in it.  Something i'm familiar with though.  Bodhi-Dharma, founder of zen came from India 5th century to pass on Gautama Buddha's insight teaching. The Chinese, being pragmatic mystics morphed it into 'Ch'an', meaning, 'meditation'.  As so does the sanskrit word, 'Dhyana', which later became the japanese word, 'Zen'.  As in ,'Za-Zen', sitting meditation.
You know, to a large extent, my being waterproof to kristiun and kathalik doctrine, is that, since dropping out of sunday school, which was boring as hell, soon as i left Leicester i was straight into zen and meditation via the 'beat' poets and Kerouac at age 19.  So followed it up reading Alan Watts, starting with his first book, 'The Way of Zen'. Written as a studious prodigy at age 21. i think. Then all his many other books. Reading repeatedly right up to 1982 or so.  Along with explorations into any  zen-related, Tao,
Advaita (non-duality), Lao-tze,  Chuang-Tze, and dozens of others, zen haiku poetry, and deeply into zen and Tao landscape painting and spiritual principles. So that's most of my background.
Subsequently read the larger background to  christian doctrine, people like Gardner, and Watts too wrote many books from that angle, because he got caught up again later, even becoming a minister till he had a rude awakening. He explored what they call 'comparative religion' first hand, and did a huge amount to make zen and tao accessible to the west.
Blending with that, quite easily, the native american way is virtually synonymous with the tao way, with the addition of being embedded, and rooted in a long tribal tradition of earth and sky, and one with the spirits of the creatures and elements.  All excellent proof against patriarchal doctrine.
Would be good to share vocal discussion of all this. No doctrine to untangle. Simply the spirit nuances of the wild and natural. (Though indians didn't consider the 'wilderness'to be 'wild'.  The white men, 'wasicu', were wild because unrooted and unbonded as well as evidently hypocritical and blind to the natural sacred.  So all this synthesizes easily and comfortably for me. The indians were permaculturists and pagans. Some white settlers regarded them as 'a nation of saints'
I have a bit of an intuition all this could be of help untying knots that somebody else tied. From my perspective it is a bit puzzling why such knots might persist as a problem to be untied. Though it's obviously important research so you can say ,'there, that's how it's done'. 'Easy'.
Was thinking,(as they say) about this, earlier. Like, what is it exactly (trauma apart) that makes the web sticky?  And felt the urge to ask, .... could you boil it right down to one, or two sentences? Like when you're, say,
up against the wall.  Totally, radically definitive, explicative, denunciatory.
I know you've probably done more hard work than me in that regard.
Perhaps it's a bit like, it's only a paradox to be resolved as long as it's felt to be something that needs resolution.  Like trying to remember a name. Till you say , oh fuck it  i really don't care. And then it resolves itself. That's a typically zen thing.  You get it when you no longer need it. And find it was always there(here) anyway.
Did six hours on the back garden the other day. With just a trowel , like it was a paintbrush. Totally weeded. Edges sharpened. Round lawn clipped.
Just like painting. Looks sublime. My notion is to create a sanctuary, an
enclosed, bushy oasis in the midst of the rectangle jungle. Envision a holy concentric round fertile place for blackbirds to herald the dewy dawn.
Started on the front lawn, plucking out, with plunge and leverage of trowel, dandelions, plantains, buttercups, though they'r all useful herbs and it feels a bit eugenic. Bet the guys could make the perfect tool for that. But trowel's fine. Maybe concave chisell would be good.
Talked with a good friend a bit outside Bakehouse today. Her lad pulling on her and timing us, "you've got 3 more minutes!" Said to get in touch. Another friend walked past earlier, second time without stopping.
Continually curious (for years) about this talk of a 'shift in dimensions'. Was listening to talks by Mark Kimmel. All these people leave something to be desired sort of feeling. Suppose it's simply that, ... the word is not the experience itself. "The map is not the territory".  (Quote: Bullminster Fucker.
))))) That's what i'm getting at with the 'eden' thing. Befoer i went in to town, i just typed in, the world beyond civilization. And there was pages of people thinking the same thing.  It's symptomatic of a groundswell.
I'd be quite happy to upgear into a finer resonant frequency, maybe that's what we're designed for, here for. If we so choose to commit, orient, and align and practice towards that.....    lots of other tangenitals.....
Taking a break..... hope all good, house-healing, make it shine triumphant.
That's a bit like the word, elephant. Maybe 3 elephants.
Love, clarity, and people power.......... rainbowwhatsit*
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'The Lash of Rain'.
On 14 June 2012 17:14, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

> hmm... The Lash of Rain..." (13)
Random ruminations in a room during downpour.  The heart and the hearth. Flickering flame reflections on the pane curiously creates a burning bush in the wet garden. A quite convincing optical effect.
Photographed it once but the flash on glass obliterates.
Listened to Lash navs 11.  So enjoyed my "rancour" is the right word, piece, that i sent it to him (+ to 6 or 7 others) with a succinct invite to my blog and site. respectfully simple with respect to not syncopate his nocturnal timelessness of epm.  That done and overdue.
My cheap dictionary says, 'rancour'= "bitter hate".
I conceive it more like a mother with cubs in this inst.  Righteous protective without the relig.+/  Rancour.  The sound has a raptor's  curved hook of a beak. A raptor's rampage of righteous rage.  A black blood-tipped carrion crow of a word.
Paleo diet.  But for the lash of rain i'd take a trip out for more meat.  I do that periodically, to 'subsidize my vegetarianism', so said i to the butcher who knows me of many conversations and he laughed. The importance of 'fat', i said. Far from him to disagree.
The indian word for white man: 'wasicu' (wah-shee-choo) also meant
'takes the fat'.  You can hear the word in Dances with wolves when Costner enters the camp. " Wasicu!  Wasicu!" Gathering up her kids from the creek. Watched that in slowmo ten times. Hunting for images.  What will i paint?         ...?
Enjoyed your message.  Thinking to send C- Herald coupla CD's.
The butternuts are pro-life-erating leafily strong looking. Everthing a right degree of moist.  Yellow pepper's bigger. East to south exposed.
Do i need write extra or will blog potential suffice?  I do like my 'An ancient path' painting.  Total imaginary. Bracken as good as Vincent.
A REALLY ancient path.  Took photos of my garden, in evening gold last blast through sombre shrouds.  Shots of rose blooms for ref.
Thought of doing same at night. With a flash in the black void. May do that.  Lashing has lessened.
5.00/   Have you checked 'future primitive'?  I came up with same title long
before hearing of Lash, about ...1997?
My 'Rant', one facet extrapolation of an overall guiding imagination orientation.  The Earth is ALWAYS ancient despite 'ephemeral' (correct use of word) infrastructure ticky-tacky trash.  Need more grasp of validity of this shift 
to redeemed Earth /eden concept.  Now Lash is hinting at that with downpouring of Pleromic Love.  We need to go from paranoia to metanoia.... Like 'Albion Awake'.  Looks like they're going to 'mimic' that at the O-limp-ix !
I take a break. Must say, i much enjoy this process. Thanks ever.
Augmentations~~~~~~~ Wal Nitram. (apologies to Leonindo Da Varci)







Worlds without end
On 7 June 2012 23:19, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:
>Thoughts thinking themselves,
in the present, (where else?), re-playing the bit of our, more than thirteen hour long discussion, where you mentioned in passing, the notion that perhaps i had delivered into the world enough of a body of artworks, that i could, (what?), somehow take a rest from the perpetual output.
I may well have paraphrased that incorrectly, and it might not be exactly what you meant. But it's interesting, and the mind typically played with it.
So, what does the mind playfully think?
It seems to feel there is no end, and wonders even if there was a beginning.
If anything has been relinquished, it might only be the notion, once held, perhaps, that the world at large will take any notice, or even see what i'm doing. You know the stereotype of what's called "an artist". The cliche notion of "gaining recognition", becoming "established". All sounds funny to me at this stage. Even "posthumous" recognition. Doesn't it all sound like vanity and self-image obsession? Not much different from every bird wanting to be famous for singing. A bird sings because singing is an intrinsic aspect of the mysterious phenomenon we call bird.
The same with what we call human. Or tree, or flower, for that matter.
When i found myself to be singing and painting at a young age, i had no thought of doing so for some other reason. Later on, that's where society,(so called), invites you , pressures you, into all these other reasons for doing what you do naturally. It could be,livelihood,(as if you weren't lively already).
It could be fame, recognition, wanting to be noticed as being different. (As if you weren't different. As if everybody, and everything wasn't different already.)  It could be the urge to communicate something one feels to be of value to others, and in the service to the well-being of all life.)
There's a sort of maturation process perhaps, in the progression through the various justifications for doing what you do naturally anyway. I don't know if birds go through such a thing. They may start out singing for hunger and and continue for the joy of it. But outside of such academic anthropomorphisms, that's mere assumption of the mystery we call "bird".
It was Pablo Picasso who said, "I paint as the bird sings". But he did have a pretty astute manager.
Another thing i may well have let go of, through experience, is the notion of "the art world". Some sort of club. Having as much to do with business and commerce as art. Take "art movements". Whether or not they start with a mutual communication between "artists". They tend to become historically crystallized by critics ,dealers, and historians, who like to put everything in a box and put a label on it, not to mention a hierarchical price tag.
While i have painted for sixty-six years,(since age 4 at least), i've no reason to not do it.  It's life energy, and continual transformation through curiosity and otherwise invisible ever evolving enthusiasm.
When you've done that many hundred experiments, you don't want to do the same thing too many times more than once. It is about the created object for itself. But equally, if not more so, about the process itself, and more specifically about the challenge of perception. To perceive, to see, and feel the world in ever deeper ways, and to explore other possible (or seemingly impossible) angles, from a spirit of imagination viewpoint.
It's a way of, not only staying outside the box, one's own past boxes as well as other peoples assumed boxes, as well as becoming exponentially "box-proof" to the so called "culture" that has a way of imposing more and more "life-proof-boxes" on unsuspecting people.
So, it's not only what first-nations-people call, "the beauty way". Picasso also called it, "a weapon of defence against the enemy". And lest you bring up the "new age critique cliche" against "us and them". The "them" in question continually demonstrate and openly declare, they don't regard themselves as us, and have every intention of getting rid of us "the people".
You do have to know your enemy when they declare themselves to be such.
Look around at what they do. Self declared enemies of all life. And we still vote for them!

So, i do expect to take ever-evolving creative curiosity into whatever dimension of worlds my natural resonance orients me to. And if others don't see it, then they will have to learn to feel it. It's all about resonance too. Takes two to resonate. Resonance, and radiance. Two good key words to orientate by.
So no, i'm for pushing the envelope. Or, more exactly, in resonance with the Tao, not pushing at all.  Letting the envelope dissolve by not acknowledging it's relevance, as an imagined limitation. It's not the form of the envelope. But the content. And that is invisible to whoever doesn't already acknowledge the equivalent within them self. You have to be it to see it.
That's resonance. Harmony. Communication.
I never know what i may create next. Any more than how i may complete this paragraph.  Chances are, it won't be like what came before. I'm capable of being bored without getting unduly restless.  But i've no intent to bore myself by impersonating a machine.
That's important.  Don't let mechanical-digital- box-consciousness dictate your life. You're organic ! You're spirit. If your gadget starts telling you what to do and think, go and make mud pies.  Walk barefoot through wet grass.
You're Human. Not a robot.  That's what creativity is about.  True "materialism", is loving the undeniable truth of material. Everything is alive.
Plants see and hear and feel and respond. Robots don't.
Creativity is inherent in all that lives.  There is no such thing as separation.
All is "inter-dependent". So don't ever rest your head on "a writer's block", or "an artist's block".  Or you'll lose it.  If you want to go with the flow, (the Tao), you already just did. But tried to take the block with you, thinking it was yours. "The way which can be spoken (about) is not the true way."
The way is that from which you can never deviate.  The delusion that you have deviated, is also an aspect of the way from which you can never deviate.  It's "not being so, is it's being just so. SO.  Flow on.  Just SO. ~~~
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artwork :  Medicine Dream,‏ martin law, July 2010
               Apache Mystery 1, martin law, November 2008
               Apache Mystery 2, martin law, November 2008
              
A Rainbow Union, martin law, May 2009
               Butterfly Girl, martin law, August 2009






Thursday, 14 June 2012

Ripples are perfect circles.


On 2 June 2012 19:16, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

>Hope the coffee tasted good,
It's raining here today. I love rain. It's sacred. Even though i know chemtrails are a reality everywhere and antidotes are part of my diet. Sacred is where i'm coming from. Been on the phone with my good friends in Kerry who are having a really hard time today. Woke me to an emergency. Just wanted to hear my voice.
My two visitors last night stayed till 12.30. I had to be very firm and truth-speaking, while remaining hospitable throughout. I typically, extend harmony for a very long time, before i become explicit , (i won't say lay the "Law" down, i do that much later) (joke). But when mutual harmony is consistently  not acknowledged, that's the end. They don't know it yet.
I always do a lot of work in an informal counselling capacity as it is.
Yes, i've lived in a few places since the one you remember. Well two actually. The previous one for nine years. A very testing claustrophobic  environment with no daylight or outdoor space. Won't even describe.
Went through "the dark night of the soul " there.  And survived. Never wavered. Though quaked a lot. Stuck in there. (that has a duel meaning.)
I've moved 54 times.
My permanent address here is a joy. A one storey house in a cul-de-sac. I painted the outside lilac.  On the edge of town, 189 feet above sea level. Quiet as the country. Cork/kerry mountains seen from the garden. Kitchen window to the west, where temporarily i can hardly see my flourishing fertile garden for the 6 foot flowering giant cabbages.
It is my sincere wish, that the satisfactory resolution, clarification within diversity which it seems we just enacted, a win- win, if you like. That it may now ripple out in widening perfect circles. So that my extended family may have  a clearer perception of the writer of this. That i am not a critic or in judgement, or an allusion to anyone's past impressions. And certainly nothing to be wary of. Equally lifelong devotee of the world we wish to see, and be.
I recall the drift of what i was about to find words for last night before i was so abruptly interupted.  Put succinctly, the infinite mystery of the macrocosm, inconceivable even spacially, not even definable as "IT"
because a distinct IT is finite.  Simply that , we are inseparable, and indivisible from that. Continuous with, and inter-dependent with infinity and therefore within, and as, eternity.
It's benevolence is in that we exist by virtue of that being so.
Goethe said, "if that engenders wonder, "then" look no further.
And wasn't Rene Descartes totally off the edge of the dartboard. I would much wish to know that Ais and Caoi understand that this is where i am coming from(as close as words can hint or point.)
In my case, i understandably have no word for what is , to say the VERY least, beyond words.  Plus a constant reverence for all that lives, including the microcosm. In that regard, my affinity is in resonance with the native american spiritual tradition more noticeably than most others. At least in it's 
expression. The Earth is a sacred emanation, and there is no separation.
Hurts, what they're doing to it. And i'm kind to insects!. So, i would probably say Mitakuyeh oyasin, (all my relations).  I have had two past life regressions. Really feel for those people. Shed tears for them.
Ah, rainy day. A nice fire. Leisure to create.
(That was "and peace to you also " in Gaelic (Gaelge) by the way.
I'l say it in Teton(?) Lakota>>>>+<<<< WO-oh-ki-yeh
CHON_t'kin-yah  (Love)...WEh'mu-keh (rainbow). Wakhaghi (maker)....M
Enjoy the present.>>>>>>>>+<<<<<<<< >>>>>>>>+<<<<<<<<


artwork : twin radiance 1




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 On Wed, Jun 13, 2012 at 7:25 PM, Martin Law <martin.rainbowmaker@gmail.com> wrote:

I go out and into the garden.  Early June, late evening gold a last burst slanting on ever-Druidic velvet hills.  Illuminating low hills, tree clumps and mounded fields with a wash of vivid olive limelight.I go into the garden musing, ruminating on some things, slow high shroudy cloud cover moving in from Kerry.  The west fleshed out with fleecy pastel orange highlights and sombre purple-grey high in the limpid baby-blue bowl.
In the silent garden sanctuary, a round raised lawn radiating flourishing leafy lines of diverse vegetables of every green from warm to cool.  Profusion of pure pink rose blooms, clotted and clamouring on bamboo cane tripod tipis.
I go into the garden with a will to Gaia.  Ruminating as the ever living livid limelight hills tentatively tone to monochrome. The slumbering hills, now, same as they ever were, anciently outside time. The darkening velvet carpet folds, long incised by barren roads that once were tracks and trails.  Highway links for metal, speed, and oil, that slice the continuity of consciousness.
"World's going to hell with all these tracks and trails." (Gary Snyder.
Poem: 'Civilization'.)
Roads:  Taken for granted as pumping arteries.  I couldn't live without arteries, but i could conceivably live without roads.  The happier the land for that.
Why transport, when it grows or can be made where you are?
There's a taboo against saying these things.
I have never started or steered a car.  I don't care for cars.  They dismember the lines of the land i am one-with.  They cut across consciousness.  In my sight, there is a blight.  A virus stalks the land.    
Not to fully see, is to be partially blind.
Familiarity is the mark of our uprootedness.  Everywhere, the grid dominates the organic.  Not to feel it, is the mark of our amnesia.
There is a taboo against saying these things!
My heart renounces, denounces the taboo in the interests of wholeness.  "Human and land are NOT TWO."  We move through it, and it moves through us.  In sacred imaginative vision i remain with the symbiotic weave of the
whole.
What are roads and cars, but the worst addiction on Earth.  Evidenced by: "But you're mad. You couldn't live without them."
Well, i would be glad to.  Cars, oil, and concrete, cause wars.  The makers of cars come from Mars.  The first one was an ingenious idea.
But they never, really, evolved.  Vested interests curtail evolution.
Now they are like shoes. More of them than people.  They dominate.
Whatever is convenient, is considered indispensable.
We haven't solved transport.  Warmongers withhold the solution.  A solution which is bound to exist.  Think outside the metal box.
We are, speed, oil, and convenience junkies.  Too 'pre-occupied' with fake progress to grow our own food.  It is fake progress to run highways through ancient sites, (Tara, Avebury.)  Obliterating memory of who we are.  For convenience.  Turning our wholeness into 'a Public Convenience'.  How P.C. is that?
The vertical straight line bisecting the circle.  The linear dividing the whole.  In native american Indian tradition, that symbol depicts,"the power of attraction used wisely." In our attraction to wrong values we further desecrate, (de-sacred-ize) the symbol itself on the land that sustains us.
"Where there is no vision the people perish."  (Native wisdom.)
The nearest we get to vision, is 'more of the same'.  That's not vision, or wisdom, but madness.  And our madness will self-destruct.
Take any modern city seen from above.  Clearly seen from satellite distance  for what it is: A scab.  A wound on the land.  Literally, a festering scab.  A scab made of concrete, suppressing life.  A concrete concentration of 24 hour electricity powered by polluting and hazardous non-renewable energy sources. 'War juice'.
A polluted wound, expanding and draining it's surroundings exponentially, just to survive.  A tumour on the Earth.
Insatiable greed it's virus.  Financial competitive conformity (called 'commerce) it's religion, crime, and main activity.
Obligatory rules and regulations (unregulated) it's chief whip, bully, lock and key.  'Media', it's programming.  An insatiable poison scab on the land.  The first city was an ingenious idea.  But who's idea was it?
Was he even human?
"World's going to hell with all these tracks and trails
/ Aurochs grow rare/ Wild goose flocks aren't what they used to be/ Fetch me my beads and amber/."   (Gary Snyder: 'Civilization'.)  ~Thanks Gary.
'Civilization.'  Something that produces the seeds of it's own destruction.  'Civilitas'.  Urban parasitic organism.  (Non-organic.)
Familiarity breeds amnesia.  If it's familiar we call it 'normal'.  The norm is familiar.
And now, we've fractured the radioactive vessel.  Pouring tonnes of undilutable time-proof toxins into the "life-giving waters taken for granted" (Thanks Jimi), as if they were a rubbish tip.  "Because we had no safe place to store them."  How about your bloodstream!!
Leaking on the wind, the breath of life, for a year and still going.  Killing the fish and the birds, the dolphins, the whales.  Hushing it up "for fear of causing alarm."  Leaving the leaking vessel teetering vulnerable and precariously on the edge of four already active fault lines.  Fighting about who's fault is it.
Time to wake up!!!  Re-member.
Civilization is alien invasion.  (Or might as well be.)  It's not yet human.  A parasitic intrusion.  In fact an illusion.
But take heart.  Along with remedial antidote, Vision, and wise pre-caution.
We are naturally, and intrinsically formed for symbiosis with the natural environs, our extended mother-being.  Without which we wouldn't be.  We are creatures embedded in nature.  We 'are' nature.
Imagining separateness, we kill the earth and sky which sustains us.
Obvious really.  We don't even know how to feed ourselves.
So, emergency has emerged, due to our refusal to merge.
Crucial opportunity to stop!  Revise. Re-vision everything. Most especially, everything you believe.  See with loving eyes.  Those 'ever-Druidic hills' which i didn't point to for nothing.  I point, but familiarity blinds you from feeling.  I am simply alluding to clear vision without projection, by whatever name.
You can only feel, through eyes of love. Not fear.  Fear paralyses the cortex, the aspect which responds responsibly.
Love the Earth that sustains you.  That's why it's called 'Mother Earth'.
Didn't they teach you in school?  No.  They don't.
Modern language!  Where is the eloquence?  The poetic insight?  The positive, exuberant, life-affirming rhetoric?  The antidote to the prevailing fear-based
rhetoric.
Is it gone with the Indian Headmen you call 'chiefs'?  The holy wo(men) you call shamans and medicine people?  Gone with the wise Druidic Oak Bards?  The wise women, 'Ban-Sidhe' you call banshee who are supposed to howl in the night and you never wonder why.  And so never think to ask, sinking in a bog of tele-vision amnesia.
For Bandia ( Goddess's) sake, wake up and LOVE THE EARTH with your last breath !!  And the next breath.  But your present breath is enough for now.  There is no such thing as 'next', anywhere.
If you don't LOVE THE EARTH, that feeds you, with a calm and enduring passion, you will never see those hills (or anything else), as they are, in full CLARITY and BEAUTY forever outside your time schedule.
In which case, you might go and get stronger glasses, (not of alcohol) which won't help.  And continue with your tele-vision programming,
about the importance of winning and losing, as if you could have one without the other.  Knowing you are just another helpless part of the virus that blights your Mother who you never see and don't give a shit about anyway.  Good luck.  <


artwork : An ancient path, martin law, 1995
              Way to the mound, martin law, 1999
              A silent valley, martin law, 2002
              Below the mound, martin law, June 2011